WAILINGS...

It's that time of your life
when all the world's a strife
you stay still, stare hard at the wall
concentrating, wondering if you can take it all

Einstein is staring at me
as if i have done something wrong
if someone close to heart leaves for good
will you cry, or move along?

my right wrist tells me i'm doomed
ligaments were torn, saving the bones
is hope enough to overcome
great battles like struggling to find a home?

yellow can be gentle
but it can also be glaringly bold
if now i am into it
does it represent my world?

i am alive, is it blessing enough?
when you are all ready
is it alright to just give up?

been there, done that
surely memories will last
i don't know though
if breaking away isn't gonna hurt

ahh..the globe's a-warming...
my heart's a-sinking...
hyperacidity attacks...
seesh, i can't be winning!